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Prologue     Into the mist and out of the fog. There, adjacently under the cloudy ceiling, stood a man. He was beautifully disfigured; one could stare at him with a kindly disgusting glare. His face portrayed a disgruntled, grotesque, and horrid past; while the grin drawn on his face unevenly made on contemplate for him a justified suicide. Behind him, lurked silently a shadowy character of his own odyssey, in his own image. As he stood there menacingly, his back arched, and eyes piercing like rapiers at an unspecified location that seem to meander through the fog, he grinned.     Yes, he grinned like a man whom is content, as if he had s

God, why why such a feeling let man know such a pain what have I done to deserve this what sin did I do to cause such suffering I'm alone I know no close love for I dont let love near me for it is the cruelest pain why god I need to feel you I need to know atleast you love me is there nothing you can do to say you love me give me a sign let me feel it I feel so alone must I walk this road alone cant you hold me like a baby like you once did comfort me in my time of need God why, why let me be alone cannot you not show me what I am meant to do? what my purpose in life is, if it is not to love something is it that I